when you look at a person, any person, remember that everyone has a story.
everyone has gone through something that may has changed them.
everyone has gone through something that made them who they are today.

share your story,
write a blog.

Cheers For The Fast Times

Monday, 3 October 2011

I stop expecting. I start living.

will you please do the same? our time is running out. let's focus on what we have now, spread the love. let's focus on the heart and ignore the bad things. love you :)

H & K

Tuesday, 27 September 2011

testing my blogger application for iTouch.

this stuff is pretty good

Friday, 15 July 2011

can I be your Wendy?

♬ No Idea - All Time Low

Source: Somewhere over Tumblr.
time flies. I've been talking about this same crap for whole my life. time. really.
there are times when we all wish for the same thing.
when we all wish for the happy moment to freeze.
when we all wish to pause on our favorite moments, rewind for a moment, and skip the bad things.
when we all wish for time to stop or fly.

it feels like it was just yesterday that I'm so excited to wear my white-gray uniform. but now, in 3 days, my final year will begin, the last year on high school. then in no time, we'll all start a brand new life. new adventure. real life. real world. cruel place.

say this is childish, but I'm afraid to grow up.

"welcome to the real world, girlfriend." he said.


Friday, 1 July 2011

..because we never know what the future holds.

♬ Therapy - All Time Low

Thanks to June 15th, 2011. I learned a lot.

what if?
what if I wasn't on the motorcycle?
what if we took another way?
what if I didn't go practice that day?
what if that car wasn't in front of us?
what if it wasn't him, it was another person that took me on motorcycle?
maybe it's the other person who will experience the accident.
or maybe no one will experience the accident.
or maybe the accident will still occurs, and I'll still be thrown from the motorcycle.
we'll never know what the answer is.

funny how a tiny difference on your decision will affect you a lifetime.
but if it was meant to be, it is meant to be.

don't blame it on anyone. don't blame it on God. don't blame it on yourself.
accept it. thank God I have no regrets. I'm still alive after all. :">

let's don't blame it on anyone, let's move on.
let's continue our journey, and let's not waste the time we have, because we never know what will happen tomorrow. or what will happen in the next hour. let's not waste every second we have.

we're young, and this is the time of our life.
live life to the fullest! :D <:-P
Barney Stinson (How I Met Your Mother)

hna :)

not another boring month.

July already.
I learned a LOT in June.

14 June
it was my best friend's birthday, Puspita Yuniastuti. we had a blast in her house, a surprise bash, we were so happy that no one wouldn't believe what happened the day after. 8->

15 June
it was my 16th mensiversary with my boyfriend. my day starts as usual, the morning routines, school, and since the exams are over, my beloved class  practicing for the end year performance. we did a musical we called "Catatan Akhir Elm: tribute to Sheila on 7". we're on our way to one of our classmate's house to practice when the accident happened. yes, the accident.

well, I fell from the motorcycle. wait, I was thrown. :-? I can't remember what happened clearly but I remember I was in the air before I hit the road. Then in confusion, I get up and I was looking for my mobile. My friends were all flustered and panicked. I didn't realize that my forehead, my hand, and my knee are bleeding. I was shocked but I find it funny because I can't feel anything that moment.

on our way to hospital, my friends were panic while I'm actually find the accident is kinda amusing. \m/ c'mon, thrown from a motorcycle? it's a truly valuable experience! this is a kind of story I want to share with my future children. :3333

so, they took me to hospital and I saw my boyfriend's there already. it turns out that my friends phone him already when we're on our way to hospital. I smiled, the look in his face was priceless. :b

to make the story short, I was on my bed for the next 2 weeks. yep, I spent the first week of my holiday on my bed. thanks to my family, my boyfriend, iFamily, and 2ndG, I can make it through and the wounds are healed.

...and when I'm finally recovered, on 27th, I went to Dufan and BBQ-ing with my class. what a wonderful month. <3

my boyfriend came to the BBQ place just to give me his jacket <3
notice the pink spots on my cheeks? it's not the blush on, it's the mark from the accident.

a wonderful year with wonderful class
so, there goes my story. what's yours? ;)

hna :)

Thursday, 2 June 2011

31 days of May.

♬ Always Attract - You Me At Six

Dear May,
thank you for all 31 days of precious moments. everyday's a surprise.
thank you for all the lesson taught. thank you for all the sweet & bitter moments.
the pain helps me to grow stronger, and the joy only makes me feel more alive. it helps me to realize that this life's too good to be ended, time passed too fast to be wasted, & that I'm just too strong to be weakened. ;) #iwish

so long, May.
and welcome, June. Be good to me like your sister did :)

Sincerely, a girl who's luckily born in May & under the astronomical sign of Taurus.

p.s tell you, I'm a taurus, I can't be tamed. :b

Wednesday, 25 May 2011

seventeen forever

♬ Stay Awake - All Time Low

wow been a long time.
padahal dari kapan tau gue udah berencana ngeblog, pengen cerita, pengen share. thousand things happened this month. good things, bad things, but it's all memorable. and now it's all memories. BUT, thanks to technology, gue udah menyiapkan tulisan-tulisan yang akan gue post di memopad gue.okay, first thing first. my birthday.

4 - 6 May 2011

yep. it's an event FULLY organized by Senior High's STUDENT Council. not the teacher council. *lirik kanan kiri bawah*

setelah berbulan-bulan sibuk, berbulan-bulan ga masuk kelas, berbulan-bulan mengorbankan jam fisika biology chemistry sampe math untuk ngurus acara ini, berbulan-bulan jatuh bangun ngejar sponsor, tiba-tiba udah 4 May aja. which means it's THE DAY! I won't tell the details, karena akan menjadi cerita yang sangat panjang. Overall, acara kompetisi-kompetisi sukses tanpa halangan berarti. :D

6 May 2011 - 7 May 2011. My Seventeen. 21.00 - 02.30 
okay. karena setelah kompetisi hari Sabtu-nya ada pensi, jadilah semua Panitia cowok nginep di sekolah untuk nyiapin pensi, dan yang cewek-cewek nginep di rumah gue. setelah kelar ngurus acara-acara tanggal 6, which is battle of the band, dance, mini soccer, & basket; semua langsung ganti haluan: pensi & guest stars!
setelah mandi dan beberes selama 15 menit, gue dijemput Fanny dan kita balik ke sekolah untuk bantuin anak-anak lain. kebetulan, tanggal 7 mei-nya itu ulang tahun gue, my 17th!

TAPI NIH YA, manusia bernama Febry yang notabene adalah pacar tersayang saya pada tanggal 6 itu kerjaannya MARAH-MARAAAAAAAAAH terus. yes, memang seharusnya saya mengerti kondisi-nya karena manusia ini adalah ketua panitia dan acara ini adalah tanggung jawab-nya dan kalo ada apa-apa pasti dia harus membereskan TAPI KAN YA kesel coy kesel besok gue seventeen tapi mesti liat muka badmood seharian. salahnya lagi, hari itu gue ngobrol sama temen lama gue yang adalah cowok yang udah lama ga ketemu& temen-temen gue responnya adalah: "Han parah banget sih lo cowok lo lagi capek lo malah berduaan sama yang lain." respon gue terhadap yang ngomong:

you. go. to.hell.

canda deng.
setelah capek seharian ngeliat muka-muka jutek penuh judgement, akhirnya gue cerita ke Fanny, & Adit. dalam waktu yang berbeda-beda. nah, back to the timeline. pas malem tanggal 6-nya itu dari jam 11-an malem kan ada checksound para guest stars-nya, jadi kita sambil nontonin check sound-nya.

setelah sibuk bikin makanan & minuman, ngurus giliran checksound & waktu, perizinan & macem-macem, akhirnya gue udah gak ada kerjaan. terus Rifai dateng ngehampirin gue, & nanya: "Febry kenapa Han? kok bete gitu?" dan gue cuma jawab "Tauk tuh." terus Rifai membujuk-bujuk gue untuk nanya & baikan. tapi secara bbm gue panjang-panjang cuma di bales satu kalimat, akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk nungguin Fanny & langsung pulang. tapi terus tiba-tiba:

"Lagu ini buat yang lagi Ulang Tahun hari ini...." -kata Buguyaga, band yang lagi check sound.
dan Manda/Vidya/Saski tiba-tiba meluk gue, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAAN".
tapi gue masih bingung & linglung sampe akhirnya keliatan ada kue dan lilin berjalan...
dan jreng jreng jreng.

there goes my dearest boyfriend & my bests. Febry bawa kue & lilin, terus ada teman-teman panitia tercinta TERMASUK FANNY DAN ADIT, nyanyi Happy Birthday bareng-bareng. dan yang pertama ada di pikiran gue saat itu: oh shit. gue dikerjain.
ini kue yang dibawa teman-teman :D
jadi ternyata Fanny & Adit yang gue curhatin sepenuh hati udah tau kalo gue dikerjain? jadi ternyata dari tadi jutek & marah-nya cuma ngerjain gue doang? jadi dari tadi Rifai dengan niat nyuruh gue baikan cuma buat ngerjain gue doang? jadi gue disuruh dateng malem-malem begini buat dikerjain doang? jadi semaleman gue udah badmood pengen makan orang ternyata gue dikerjain? cukup tau. 
are you fucking kidding me

thank you guys. thank you.
too bad Pita's not there, kalo dia gak terbaring tak berdaya di rumah sakit pasti gue udah dinangisin kejer kali.

7 May 2011: RETHEVAL
so, setelah insiden dikerjain tadi malem, akhirnya besoknya kita udah sibuk lagi dengan Pensi. lari sana-sini. marahin sana-sini. maki-maki sana-sini. nyariin orang kesana-sini. I miss the rush.

terakhir-terakhir, waktu Buguyaga, it was damn so amazing. beneran yang 'feel'nya dapet banget. rame-rame joget, rame-rame muter-muter bersama vokalisnya, apalagi pas terakhir mereka nyanyi "Indonesiaku" yang gak jauh-jauh dari tema RETHEVAL. itu kalo bisa diulang, please diulang. anyway pas lagu kedua Saski ngerjain gue lagi dengan minta si vokalis Buguyaga narik gue ke panggung. dan gue ga tau mau ngapa-ngapain cuma senyum & makasih doang di ucapin Happy Birthday sama crowds-nya. emang kampret. Sas. tunggu aja.

 setelah Buguyaga, ada Jenny dan wow atmospherenyaaaaa. dimana lagi sih ada band yang manggung, terus crowdsnya sama bandnya tukeran tempat, crowds-nya jadi di panggung dan band-nya di yang di tempat penonton. sarap. gak lama, setelah pengumuman pemenang & macem2, rangkaian acara RETHEVAL selesai. Panitia heboh. Seneng semua. Langsung foto-foto, pasang lagu, joget-joget. damn we're great.

terus of course, terakhir-terakhirnya Febry di siram.

orangnya marah-marah, tapi itu tanda we're really proud of you, sweetheart. :b

7 May 2011: Night. setelah pesta-pesta di sekolah, Fanny, Sasa, Fara, Mira, Rifai, Adit & Febry ke rumah gue. disusul oleh Kevin Dimas Reno. pas masuk rumah, berasa krisis identitas. balon dimana-mana. sebenernya gue ulangtahun ke 17 apa ke 3 deh? dan udah ada banyak makanan. dan ada kue. I really love the cake that I quickly kiss my mom & dad. :*

dan setelah makan-makan dan lain lain, gue dipancing keluar oleh kawan-kawan tercinta, lalu disiram. pake tepung, telor, air, susu, SAMBEL KECAP, BUMBU SATE, KIRANTI, dan ramuan aneh lain-lainnya. udah gak jelas apakah gue cupcake berjalan, sate berjalan, atau jamu berjalan. terimakasih. padahal gue udah mandi loh guys. tunggu ya pembalasan gue :*
terus satu persatu pulang dan Febry's the last man standing. \m/

masih berhubungan dengan ulangtahun gue, I received tons of txts, bbms, walls, messages, mentions, & many more. maaf yang beberapa ga bisa gue bales satu persatu. thank you for all the wishes. you guys made my day.

hell yeah, i'm 17 now.
cheers, hna :D

  P.S thanks buguyaga yang udah mengabulkan request pacar saya. sukses selalu! B)

Tuesday, 19 April 2011

A week is a long time.

It's seven days. Which is one hundred and sixty-eight hours. Which is ten thousand, eighty minutes. Which is six hundred thousand, for hundred seconds.

so don't say "It's only a week."
every second counts.


I just realized I have wrote this kind of thing months ago.click here to read

Saturday, 16 April 2011

"lebih baik nyesel karena lo udah pernah ngambil kesempatan itu daripada nyesel karena lo gak ngambil kesempatan itu."

kalimat itu pernah jadi prinsip gue tapi sekarang...
bego lu han. tetep aja judulnya sama: nyesel.


Tuesday, 12 April 2011

need them now

♬ Need You Now - Sparks The Rescue

30 check-ins challenge
Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.

I got TONS of them.

1. I love Indonesian cuisine.

2. I love Japanese cuisine.

3. I love all-you-can-eat rest. because they gave a wide range of food.

4. I love the place where I can enjoy being with my friends.

this makes me hungry. I'll go grab some snack.

hnalmira :D

Thursday, 31 March 2011


the site's fun :3 especially when you're in a hell of boredomness, like I did.

at first the site only has 4 colourballs, but then when you try to click it, it separates to 4 smaller balls, on and on until its tiniest shape. I found this exciting. thank you for anyone who creates the site. you made my day.

oh and I get the site from a submission on MLIA.
MLIA always save the day.

hnalmira :D

I'm so bored that I could eat myself.

♬ Give a Little More - Maroon 5

Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.

can you imagine what am I doing after purchased all the things?
I'm reading my comics while eating the cookies with a glass of hot milk.
sounds yum enough? :9 =P~

hnalmira :D


from now on I'm gonna change the 30 day challenge to 30 check in challenge, cause it's impossible for me to log on everyday since the school makes me busy.

Day 8 – A song to match your mood.

♬ Secrets - One Republic

I need another story, something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring, need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Send it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

don't ask why this song match my mood.
hnalmira :)

Wednesday, 30 March 2011

introducing you to one of my bests

she's a good writer.
she wrote about our "circle" yesterday and I really love the post. I mean it. 

I'm on the post! :3
and my name's HN. 

I really love the post because it's strengthen my opinion that we don't need an exclusive gang or clique to find fabulous friends or to have fun. we're not gang or clique, we accept another person to play along with us, as long the person is not trying to tear us apart or mess with us. 

quoting Pitacily:
"Pertemanan bukan dinilai dari seberapa lama kami sudah saling mengenal, tapi bagaimana kami ada di suatu malam salah seorang dari kami yang terbangun karena mimpi buruk. 
dan bagaimana kami mewujudkan sebuah senyuman di salah seorang dari kami  disaat ia sedang menangis. 
dan bagaimana kami merangkul salah seorang dari kami disaat tidak ada yang menyadari bahwa ia butuh pertolongan"

hnalmira :ar!

Saturday, 26 March 2011

best wake up

Here in Your Arms - Hellogoodbye

  1. Waking up & knowing that I still have few minutes to sleep. 
  2. Waking up & knowing it's Saturday and you can sleep all day. 
  3. Waking up & seeing that it's raining outside. 
  4. Waking up & seeing your name on the phone screen. . 
  5. Waking up & seeing that special someone next to you.  
  6. Waking up with your arms wrapped around me. 
  7. Waking up & hearing you say "good morning, sweetheart".
“I love that feeling of being in love, the effect of having butterflies when you wake up in the morning. That is special.” - Jennifer Aniston

hnalmira :x

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

favicon :D

Yellow - Coldplay

does anyone recognize I changed my favicon? :D

yep! I managed to change the blogger logo to my own logo. :p yay me. :-bd 

this is the larger version of the favicon.

...and yes, it was my intention to make it similar to blogger logo. cheers. <):)

hnalmira :D

Tuesday, 22 February 2011

a letter, a future, and love.

♬ Just a Feeling - Maroon 5

"since we ain't 21, they trying to be say it ain't love. cause we can't hit the clubs, they be trying to say we're too young. I ain't saying that we trying to be grown, I'm just saying that we old enough to know. we got that young love." 
Young Love - Chris Brown

the last 2 days has been disaster.
salah satu sahabat gue pernah bilang, "love is like a sand. the more you hold on to it, the more it will fall." she's only 16, but she's right.

before I start anything.
have you ever been told that you're too young to know love?
have you ever been told that you don't know anything about love because you're only 14/15/16/17?
have you ever been told that you're too young to talk about love, just because you're only a teenager?


so-called adults that keep telling me that I have no right to talk about love because I'm only 16,

what do you know about love anyway?  keep the thought for yourself, cause this is what I know about love.

it's being happy whenever you're with them. even if the person cause you pain, at the end of the day, you can laugh along with him and laugh together at the problem. 
it's about having faith in everything that may be broken. It's having faith in each other. 
It's about being honest. it's about being open to each other. it's about respecting morals of each other.
it's much more than looks. it's not about physically.
it's to see the imperfect person perfectly. 
it's to see them just the way they are and still love them. 
it's about truth, courage, passion, and heart.
it's about giving, not getting. 
it's about caring. it's about learning how to put your ego after the person's happiness.
it's about accepting the other's person past, enjoying the present, and dreaming to be his/her future.      

you probably laugh right now and said it's all because I'm a teenager & I don't know how the future will be. at this point, you might wanna say: "plans will always change. you don't have a clue how your future will be."

here's the fact:
  I don't care. 

mungkin kedepannya banyak yang akan berubah.
mungkin 10 tahun lagi, gue akan buka post ini lagi, terus ngetawain diri gue sendiri, like: "God, I was really stupid back then."

gue tau, entah kapan, gue akan putus dari pacar gue yang sekarang. yang gue gatau adalah, apakah itu besok? apakah itu tahun depan? apakah itu pas gue berubah dari his girlfriend jadi  his wife? ga ada yang tau kan?

but here's the thing,
apapun yang terjadi nantinya, yang penting adalah perasaan gue yang sekarang ini nyata.
apapun yang terjadi nantinya, yang penting adalah apa yang lagi gue jalanin sekarang ini nyata.
apapun yang terjadi nantinya, yang penting adalah sekarang. karena kita ga tau apa yang terjadi nantinya.walaupun 5 tahun lagi gue akan ketawa baca ini, tapi dear future me, the feeling you have right now when you're making this post is real. 

so, dear adults that keep telling me that I have no right to talk about love because I'm only 16, please, look back.
look back to the time when you're in highschool, or when you fall in love for the first time. do you remember?
the first time you realize you're falling in love with the person.
the first time you realize he or she's beautiful.
the first time you realize you love her/his smile and can't get enough of it.
please remember them. and remember how real it was.
and that's exactly how we feel. :)

just because I'm young, doesn't mean I don't understand how I feel.

hna :D

PS. I'm only 16