when you look at a person, any person, remember that everyone has a story.
everyone has gone through something that may has changed them.
everyone has gone through something that made them who they are today.

share your story,
write a blog.
:)

Cheers For The Fast Times

Friday, 16 October 2009

ICYS 17, we'll be there!

hna's here

Listening to : Cute Without The E (Acoustic) -Taking Back Sunday

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What's ICYS? Well, ICYS stands to International Conference of Youth Scientists which held annually, and next year, it will be held in BALI, Indonesia. Tho I said it is next year, actually the audition is already begin. :>

I was really looking forward for this competition since i was in grade 9, dulu pas kelas 9 gue sempet ditawarin sama Ms Wiwin buat ikutan, tapi well, karena gue mikirnya gue mesti fokus ke UN, ICYS gue tinggalkan.

jadi begitu gue dapet kesempatan lagi, well i am too excited :D jadi ini kali ke 2 gue ikutan.

hm? ke 2?
yea, dulu gue pernah ikut yang ke 15 pas kelas 8, tapi gue gugur di tahap ke 2. dang. haha tapi emang proyek gue yang lama itu agak gak jelas gitu sih. tentang reaksi MENTOS +DIET COKE. gue research tentang sebuah myth, which said ada anak yang mati gara-gara makan mentos terus minum coca cola. dan gue sangat akuin kalau saat itu gue gak menguasai presentasi gue, that's why i failed. but it won't happen this year. wish me luck, guys :)

tahun ini gue berpartner sama annisa putri haryanti.
2 minggu belakangan gue jadi sering bareng mulu sama dia kan gara2 this ICYS thing. Udah tau deh kebodohan masing-masing lol. Misalnya kemaren itu di rumah gue kita mau latihan presentasi, tapi latihan 10 menit, terus 20 menit nya kita main, latihan lagi 10 menit, terus main. sempet foto-foto malah. nih ya:

sometimes, a scientist just have to be silly ;) LOL

NAH, tadi kan kita lanjutin benerin powerpoint nya tuh, soalnya masih banyak yang perlu ditambahin. TAPI, dengan pintarnya laptop gue meng-error dan Microsoft nya gak bisa dipake. Untungnya laptop Mr Slamet bisa dipake. TAPI, biasa, karena gue dan nisa orangnya banyak nanya, jadi suka menimbulkan pertanyaan baru yang belum ada jawabannya, terus kita disuruh nyari jawabannya. ck, great, just great. nambah kerjaan banget. nah, karena stres dan laptop gue nganggur, kita memutuskan untuk FOTO LAGI.


judulnya : stres pun harus diabadikan

yakin deh, itu guru2 gue sama kaka2 kelas gue udah geleng-geleng kepala aja capek sama kelakuan gue dan nisa yang suka aneh sendiri.

hm iya sih, coba bayangin lo punya murid-atau adek kelas- yang saat lo lagi sibuk ngerjain tugas heboh sendiri, tiba-tiba teriak 'MERDEKAA' tapi sedetik kemudian bilang 'AAA CAPEEK' nah tapi abis itu masih bisa joget-joget aneh dan bermuka-muka aneh dan masih sempet foto-foto. hem. gue sih capek punya ade kelas gitu. ;)

tapi, gue dan nissa masalahnya dikejar waktu! Gue jam empat ada Tae Kwon Do dan Nisa ada BV jam 4 juga. Dan jam stengah empat, kita belum selesai. jadilah gue sama nisa kerja kayak dikejar setan dan berhasil rekaman dengan 1 kali take dari guru-guru. YAY US.

terus gue sama Nisa kesenengan. dan tentunya, kita foto lagi lah.



muka udah alay kecapean tapi lagi seneng banget men.


jadi, sekarang kita tinggal nunggu keputusan judges2 disana and hope they'll invite us to Bandung on 31st Oct :)


cheers,
hna :)

so sing along for me, baby :)

hna's here

Listening to : Only One - Yellowcard

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am addicted to Yellowcard. seriously. and coz i'm finished learning one of the song. here's the lyric. :P

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

cheers,
hna :)

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

this song reminds me of an old friend :)

hna's here

Listening to : Breakdown - Plain White T's

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I've seen a man cry.
I've seen a man shoutout,
afraid losing the woman he loves.
I've seen a woman lying
to her man flat out,
'bout who she's been with
and where she was.
I've seen 'em both fight,
and try to figure it out.
This fight isn't going anywhere
I've seen a child's eyes
watching his parents freak out.
I know they see him but they just don't care.

It won't stop if they don't stop yelling.
It's not the way of working your problems out.
I can't stand being around this yelling
so I'm finding my way out.

I'm gonna drive and never ever slow down.
I'm gonna drive until i break down.
Packing my things and getting out of this town.
I'm gonna drive until i break down.

I've seen a childs eyes.
I've seen him living in doubt.
Not ever knowing what it's like to be in love.
I've seen his friends try
just to help him get out.
he never told them what the problem really was.
I've seen a suicide.
he couldn't figure it out.
He blamed himself because they couldn't get along.
I've seen his parents eyes
trying to figure it out.
Where did our baby go and what went wrong?

It won't stop if they don't stop yelling
it's not the way of working your problems out.
I can't stand being around this yelling
so i'm finding my way out.

I'm gonna drive until i break down.
Hold it inside until i break down.
Not gonna try until i break down.
Say my goodbyes until i break down.
(baby c'mon)

I'm gonna drive until i break down.
Hold it inside until i break down.

cheers,
hna :)

Monday, 12 October 2009

cheering the night :)

hna's here

Listening to : Three Cheers for Five Years - Mayday Parade

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last night something terrible happened, and maybe, just maybe, it affect my condition this morning. i felt exhausted all day long in school. school is getting harder, and it just hard for me to keep up with the grades. especially when the teachers are not supports me well. i really miss my JHS :(

but anyway, my mood is getting brighter as the night comes.
last night was TERRIBLE but tonight is, on the contrary, a beautiful night. it's 23:37 and i still working on my tasks but well, i enjoy it pretty much. :)
tapi sambil kerja sambil ol MSN & twitter >:) and there's some friends who're still accompanying me this late, joking and playing around twitter and omegle lol.

Mayday Parade is playing on repeat on my iTunes. Here goes the lyric.

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

cheers,
hna :)

Sunday, 11 October 2009

dang. what-a-night.

hna's here

Listening to : All These Things I Hates - Bullet For My Valentine

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Once more I'll say goodbye to you
Things happen, but we don't really know why
if it's supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss

Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

Me! Yeah!
All these things I hate revolve around Me! Yeah!
Just back off before i snap

Once more you tell those lies to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty
When you say those things in my ear
Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear

Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

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gonna write more in my private blog. sorry. bye readers.

hna

Saturday, 10 October 2009

Rambut baru. New Hair. Kepala Baru

hna's here

Listening to : Understatement - New Found Glory

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yes yes yes, as the title said, i've got my hair cut. here's the pict:

Hayley Paramore

LOL. KIDDING. wrong pict.

here's the right one:

mon old hair mirip mon1
top: my old hair | bottom: my new hair

hem ga begitu keliatan ya bedanya?
yang pasti poni gue potong karena yang dulu sangat kepanjangan dan gampang lepek.
and the rest.. liat sendiri lah. LOL.

***

oh, and i just decided that i'll write more in English as the preparation for ESOL and IELTS test. jadi kalo bahasanya masih campur-campur, maaf maaf aja yaa. x)

hem. gotta go now. cheer you later peeps.

cheers,
hna :)

Thursday, 8 October 2009

A Lonely September - Plain White T's

hna's here

Listening to : A Lonely September - Plain White T's

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Nggak, september gue gak lonely kok.
it's October already :3
and finally, I GOT MY OWN ACER WOOO HOOOO (Y)

jadi, mungkin bakal rajin ngeblog lagi kayak dulu HOREEE hahaha i know you've miss me already, readers ;)LOLOLOLOLOL

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kalo ada yang merhatiin, pasti nyadar banget kalo layout gue berubah TOTAL. yeah, seperti yang dibilang di sidebar di sebelah, layout-in-progress. jadi sementara pake yang default template-nya dulu hehe.

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A Lonely September itu lagu.
Lagu yang lagi sangat gue sukain banget dan YAY ME besok gue, pita, dan nisa bakal perform pake lagu itu. di assembly. di sekolah. pake gitar. nyanyi. nyanyi sambil main gitar. backing vokal sambil main gitar. pokoknya intinya saya lagi HAPPY.

so karena udah lama gak nulis gue jadi bingung mau nulis apa. jadi tulis liriknya aja ya :3

A LONELY SEPTEMBER - PLAIN WHITE T'S

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
would just kill me if I'm on my own

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did.


cheers,
hna :)